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[30 Sep 2006|08:50pm] |
So this psychic said he's always down here.
he sees a red car in the accident right.
& he's watching over Sarah of course.
& I am crying because that's the
cutes damn thing I have ever
heard. And I want a love
that strong for life
to be okay to
leave...
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[11 Sep 2006|08:58pm] |
September 11 is the 254th day of the year in the Gregorian calendar (255th in leap years). There are 111 days remaining.
that's why today sucks, I just figured it out.
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[11 Sep 2006|04:22pm] |
GOD, I HATE YOU.
STOP FUCKING YOUR GIRLFRIEND
RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME PLEASE.
I LOVE HOW YOU STILL
RIP MY HEART OUT
EVERY TIME I SEE YOU
AND MAKE ME SICK ALL AT THE SAME TIME.
I HAVE TO BE HONEST HERE
OUT OF ALL OF MY 17 BIRTHDAYS
THIS WAS UP THERE WITH THE WORST.
I WASTED MY WISH ON YOU AGAIN.
& I SHOULDN'T EVEN NEED YOU.
I SHOULD HAVE WISHED WE'D
NEVER EVEN MET.
OR I'LL WISH FOR HIM TO KNOW ME
LIKE YOU DID, SO HE COULD KNOW
HOW TORN I'VE BECOME.
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[10 Sep 2006|02:52am] |
What kind of a world is this,
where I cant kill a baby if I so choose?
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[09 Sep 2006|12:39am] |
oScArMyEr86: u back?
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: visiting my boy.
be home late :-)
SumthinFISHY888: daveyyy
SumthinFISHY888: i got so lost
oScArMyEr86: OH NO!!!
oScArMyEr86: where?
SumthinFISHY888: hahaha oh just about everywhere
oScArMyEr86: howd u find your way bacl?
SumthinFISHY888: luck?
oScArMyEr86: aww
SumthinFISHY888: i followed route 2 and got off at route 27
oScArMyEr86: u didnt get off at 495 lo
SumthinFISHY888: i did haha
SumthinFISHY888: but then i had no idea where to go after that
oScArMyEr86: ahhh
oScArMyEr86: just to exit 32
oScArMyEr86: i thought u knew that part, lol
oScArMyEr86: my bad, i was getting worried
SumthinFISHY888: im pumped i found a good way home though
oScArMyEr86: nice
oScArMyEr86: dont worry bout me babe, im not even worried anymore
oScArMyEr86: everythings gonna be A OK
oScArMyEr86: i found a TON of music on this other kids computer, ive been on a stealing fest
SumthinFISHY888: hahaha joes computer?
oScArMyEr86: no some kid on the network
SumthinFISHY888: im not worried either, not at all
SumthinFISHY888: ok
oScArMyEr86: ill still make sure we get ya the pill, just in case
oScArMyEr86: but im not stressed anymore, sorry to make ya worry bout me worrying bout you, lol
SumthinFISHY888: that understandable though
SumthinFISHY888: i've never seen you worry like that though
oScArMyEr86: yeah
oScArMyEr86: well its kinda of a big deal
SumthinFISHY888: haha yeah just a little
oScArMyEr86: but im good now, dont worry bout me babe
SumthinFISHY888: good :-)
oScArMyEr86: im getting so many songs, this kid has like 9000, but they are mostly sound tracks
SumthinFISHY888: thats sweet
SumthinFISHY888: lime wire is my bff
oScArMyEr86: haha i love "my tunes"
oScArMyEr86: steals other ppls itunes
SumthinFISHY888: i havent bought a cd in like 7 years
oScArMyEr86: i know theres no point
oScArMyEr86: im gettin a ton of walgreens music
oScArMyEr86: some of it i actualy like
SumthinFISHY888: hahahahaha
oScArMyEr86: what a day for a daydream....
SumthinFISHY888: custom made for a day dreaming boyyy
SumthinFISHY888: good song good song
oScArMyEr86: lol YEEES
oScArMyEr86: im whistleing too it
SumthinFISHY888: haha
SumthinFISHY888: i have all the whitesnake and blue suede songs walgreens plays
SumthinFISHY888: those are my favorite ones
SumthinFISHY888: ooga chaka ooga chaka = the best
oScArMyEr86: YES!!!
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: visiting my boy.
be home late :-)
oScArMyEr86: hahaah i got santa baby stuck in my head now
oScArMyEr86: ACK
SumthinFISHY888: ahh! <33 that song
SumthinFISHY888: why were you even listening to that?
oScArMyEr86: hahahaha idk
oScArMyEr86: im bored, im listening to chim chimeny charu from mary poppins
SumthinFISHY888: why did you DOWNLOAD that davey
oScArMyEr86: i didnt download it, lol , just listening
SumthinFISHY888: haha ok thats better
SumthinFISHY888: my favorite christmas song is all i want for christmas is you
oScArMyEr86: i can preview them
oScArMyEr86: yees
oScArMyEr86: thats a good one, i like the MCR version
SumthinFISHY888: ouh i have to get that
SumthinFISHY888: hold on <3
oScArMyEr86: kk
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: food.
SumthinFISHY888: hahahha i was just talking to avalon and i thought she was you
oScArMyEr86: rofl
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: food.
SumthinFISHY888: hahaha that was awkward
oScArMyEr86: lol why what did usay?
SumthinFISHY888: she was like "i cant see you tomorrow. this is way too hard to coordinate blah blah b;ah"
SumthinFISHY888: andi was like ITS OK HONEY I'LL TALK YO MY DOCTOR
oScArMyEr86: ROFLMAO
oScArMyEr86: so does she know now?
SumthinFISHY888: no
SumthinFISHY888: she was like "stop talking to dave and focus"
oScArMyEr86: rofl
SumthinFISHY888: but i would never tell her
SumthinFISHY888: i made a bet with her that we wouldnt bang for a month hahaha
oScArMyEr86: for how much?
SumthinFISHY888: no money
SumthinFISHY888: just pride haha
oScArMyEr86: hahah fuck that
SumthinFISHY888: i won the other day but i told her i'd keep it up
oScArMyEr86: lol
oScArMyEr86: i wont let u win that bet
SumthinFISHY888: oh this bet has been going on forever babes
SumthinFISHY888: i'm just not telling her
oScArMyEr86: lol
oScArMyEr86: :-)
SumthinFISHY888: so i guess we're not going to the concert anymore
oScArMyEr86: why?
SumthinFISHY888: we both have work at weird times
oScArMyEr86: ooo
oScArMyEr86: well good, means i can meat up with ya whenever
SumthinFISHY888: i have been waiting for that concert basically my whole life though
oScArMyEr86: aww
SumthinFISHY888: oh well id rather be partying with ms grant anyway
oScArMyEr86: hahaha
oScArMyEr86: yeah grant is always a good time
SumthinFISHY888: last time we had an absolute feast in aisle 8
oScArMyEr86: lol
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: swanyxo456: no dee, dont worry about it, it would be like STRESS STRESS STRESS....tbs...STRES StRES STRESS
hahahahahhahaha <3
SumthinFISHY888: so what time do you think you're coming down tomorrow?
oScArMyEr86: um, ima get up at 930, 10
oScArMyEr86: go grab the pill
oScArMyEr86: prob be in the ford, around 11-12
SumthinFISHY888: ok perfect
SumthinFISHY888: thats only like 18 hours
oScArMyEr86: yeah
oScArMyEr86: were good babe
SumthinFISHY888: :-)
oScArMyEr86: haha i found grants favorite song
oScArMyEr86: hey you get off of my cloud!
SumthinFISHY888: hahaha oh i thought it was its not easy being green
oScArMyEr86: she has so many, lol
SumthinFISHY888: shes out of her mind
oScArMyEr86: haha yeah
oScArMyEr86: too much red bull
SumthinFISHY888: one minute davey
oScArMyEr86: kk
SumthinFISHY888: k babes im back
oScArMyEr86: hey
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: z
SumthinFISHY888: hellooo
oScArMyEr86: lol
oScArMyEr86: good food?
SumthinFISHY888: haha howd you know
SumthinFISHY888: i was eating sushi
oScArMyEr86: haha
SumthinFISHY888: i found the cutest picture of us
oScArMyEr86: oh ya
oScArMyEr86: from where?
SumthinFISHY888: its from our breakfast bonanza
SumthinFISHY888: i took it with my digital camera
oScArMyEr86: ohh yeah
oScArMyEr86: u should post it
SumthinFISHY888: alrigh ti'll put it in my slide show thing
oScArMyEr86: yayy
SumthinFISHY888: alright done
oScArMyEr86: cool cool
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: z
oScArMyEr86: oh the one where your kissing my neck?
SumthinFISHY888: haha yeah
oScArMyEr86: yeah it is
oScArMyEr86:
oScArMyEr86: well im off to bed babe
SumthinFISHY888: me too
oScArMyEr86: i hope it still smells like ya, lol
SumthinFISHY888: im pooped after all that stress
oScArMyEr86: yeah me too
SumthinFISHY888: i hope so too :-)
oScArMyEr86: ill call your house when im near westford tomorow
SumthinFISHY888: k babes
oScArMyEr86: gnight
SumthinFISHY888: nigh t<3
oScArMyEr86 is away at 12:23:55 AM.
oScArMyEr86: hahahah hey nessy cant help it
Auto response from SumthinFISHY888: i <3 davey minus nessy a little bit haha.
Auto response from oScArMyEr86: slleeeeeeppppp
i<3 D
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[29 Aug 2006|09:37pm] |
this is my fault again.
& I absolutley hate school.
shoot me in the face please.
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[28 Aug 2006|05:16pm] |
I WANNA BE LOVED BY YOU
I'm going to miss you babe.
I already do & you're
not even gone yet honey.
but what did I expect?
I WANNA BE THERE RIGHT NEXT TO YOU
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[26 Aug 2006|09:27pm] |
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Why do I ruin everything I have?
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[25 Aug 2006|11:26pm] |
happy unanniversary.
I spent it on vicadin with dave.
at least I didnt think about it.
I did listen to the playlist I made you though.
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[23 Aug 2006|08:08pm] |
If he didn't want to be with me he wouldn't be.
I refuse to ever be jealous again.
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[20 Aug 2006|10:07pm] |
LETS JUST SAY THINGS AREN'T
ALWAYS QUITE AS GOOD AS THEY SEEM
I love stars, I love stop lights, I love trains, I love myspace, I love animal planet, I love keebler cookies, I love Kenny Chesney, & I love you.
SO HOW GOOD CAN THEY BE?
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[09 Aug 2006|01:28am] |
I'M SICK OF WASTING MY DAYS
I wonder if my parents only liked Kenny so much because it was the first time I smiled in months.
This entire week has been absolutley crazy. I don't really know what I'm doing.
Could you please let me move on?
STILL THINKING OF YOU
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[06 Aug 2006|11:05pm] |
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so it's been a year, & I went out with a bang, 4 of them.
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[22 Jul 2006|01:08am] |
I can't let it get to a year.
this is killing me.
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[16 Jul 2006|12:30am] |
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Kill me while I still believe you're the one for me.
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[09 Jul 2006|09:03pm] |
DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME WITH POLITICS
CHASE SKIRTS, INSTEAD
I went to go see Janine today. I was only supposed to be there for a few minutes but she was tragically drunk and spent an hour telling me not to waste my life. She made me cry when she told me about her first love though. She told me she knew my heart was set on this boy and God it was awful.
I'm sick of wasting my life thinking of you. Why don't you understand how much you've hurt me?
I MET A WOMAN ONCE, GAVER HER MY BEST SHOT
BUT NEVER DID I TALK
IF I HAD HER BACK, I'D BE AS REAL AS MY AGE
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[07 Jul 2006|11:29pm] |
I don't deserve this.
I think I hate you.
& it's about time.
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[07 Jul 2006|02:29pm] |
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It's almost been a year & I promised I'd have you back before school even started.
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[04 Jul 2006|01:37am] |
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I.Hate.Everything.
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[01 Jul 2006|01:49am] |
& I CANT EVEN REMEMBER NOW
WHAT SHE BACKED MY TRUCK INTO
BUT SHE COVERED HER MOUTH
I really love you sometimes. Make up your mind ok. Just make sure it's me.
( SOME BEACH, SOME WHERE )
& HER FACE GOT RED & SHE
JUST LOOKED SO DARN CUTE
THAT I COULDNT EVEN ACT LIKE I WAS MAD
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